>>> MIssion Impossible

Moving around is getting more and more difficult now... Almost 7 mths..3rd trimester is the hardest period of pregnancy i feel. I can't even get up properly from sitting down. just imagine.


I can't sleep properly, i pee countless times, gets heartburn and breathless easily. =(


Actually today i wanted to go shop for my clothes, but due to SOME reason (not even worth to mention) , i decided not to go as it was already so late. So i called alice and arrange to go next week. She was sweet and agreed to accompany me. =)


I only found that united square has enough variety of maternity clothes. Whereas other shopping centres have only like 1 or 2 shops for maternity wear. So i have to travel from my house to novena, which is VERY FAR for a pregnant woman. Considering that i'm taking public transport, AND most importantly, i seldom get people to give up their seats for me on the MRT. They either fake sleeping, or play their PSP or HPs, or whatever. Typical.


But i don't understand why people give up their seats to me on the bus almost everytime. hmmm. Are MRT seats are more comfortable? Or standing in MRTs for pregnant woman are not tiring and safer? Or people gets pregnant-woman / elderly blindness once they step into the MRT cabin? Or only considerate people takes the bus?? Its ok. I believe in karma. =)

That's why i always stay at home. I can't travel far. Not because i don't want to! Coping at home suxs to the core. I already made out a list of what i wanna do once i give birth! haha.

1. Shopping!!!
2. Sashimi / beef / ice-cream / seafood buffet!!!
3. Smoke!!!
4. Cycle!!!
5. Wear my mini skirt / jeans / bikini / G-string again!!!
6. Bend and touch my feet!!!

Well well, all this stuff looks mediocre and this list seems like a joke, wait till you are pregnant!!!

*sigh* tmr i'm going for check-up alone. hate that. hubby only coming back tuesday nite. =(

>>> Picture speaks a thousand words

Just look at the people and the mess!! luckily i'm the bride. haha.

SOME of my cousins...the rest...no idea!

Finally a chance to sit!

Just look at the pig! unbelievably tasty! and the chix was struggling like mad i tell you. poor thing.

Ripley's believe it or not: that tv is older than me, and still working. Believe it.

my beloved ah-ma and ah-gong!! So Cute both of them!! Love them.

hubby's growing wonder!! haha!! =X

Love of my life.

Sis cam-whoring 2..

Sis cam-whoring 3!!

and look at me! Fun!

after swimming..shiok.

another pretty sis of mine! cute lil'missy!

Olio gathering: 1 year ago. haha. sorry peeps for uploading it only now.

Pretty babe joanne and me!

>>> PPP.

PPP - Pregnancy and Permanent Pms!!

The slightest thing can make me frustrated!

Its raining to the MAX!! Why can't it stop?! Its so difficult for a pregnant woman to walk around when the ground is so wet. My heartburn is getting SO worse. At 1st it just happen at night, but now after EVERY meal, i get heartburn once!! I can't even concentrate on my work.

My tummy is stretching so much that my skin hurts, and I CANT SHIT. Constipation Suxs. Sometimes I just pissed myself off la. Like walking home just now, I started to feel that i'm walking fucking slow. I used to overtake ppl in front of me, but I got overtook by ALL the ppl who's walking behind me! I can't stand for long too. I was waiting for bus, for like 5mins, and i feel like my leg is going to break. serious!

My complexion SUXs too. I cant get much sleep cos baby is growing and i have dark deep eyebags.

ALL this thanks to my HORMONES. I hope i can give birth this minute!

**PLEASE LOVE YOUR MUMMY. MUMMYS ARE THE GREATEST PERSON IN THE WORLD!!

**I LOVE MY MUMMY.

**I LOVE YOU HUBBY.


>>> 360° degrees

This is so sad.. I lost my wretch blog account password…! @#$^$&#%^*

So I’m gonna start a new blog here. =)

Last night, I woke up in the middle of the night (pregnant woman always do, don’t ask me why, I’m clueless too), and got super frustrated cos I can’t get back to sleep and I need to wake up early to take my company transport. All thanks to hub, he pat me back to sleep. =) so sweet.

Actually we quarrelled on Wednesday about baby's permit, where should baby stay, etc.. I felt super sad cos he misunderstood what I was saying. We were at the coffee shop having our dinner. That was the 1st time I see him so upset. So, I decided to give in and shut up. I wanted to cry cos I felt helpless, but i didn't. Big girls don't cry, rite?

Sometimes, JUST SOMETIMES, I will think that my life would be much much better had I chose to abort baby. I won’t need to go through all the customaries, all the visits to relatives, visits to clinics, hospitals, polyclinics, taking medicine, having nauseous, permanent PMS, headaches over getting PR, applying this and that, buying this and that for baby. Hai. What if I did not get pregnant? I might be studying at SIM with my friends, got my driving license, saving up for my Gucci bag and wallet.

And I feel sad, like i'm kinda "stuck" in time... I can't do the things i want to do. because now i have to be responsible for my baby. Whatever i do i have to think bout him 1st. I still have to work no matter how much i hate my job. I can't continue to study because the money saved up is for my baby.

BUT there's no turning back. Aborting the baby will be such a selfish and irresponsible act! SO, i'm quite proud of myself that i have the courage to face so much difficulties. =)

And all this is WORTHWHILE. I now have my own flesh and blood inside me kicking harder den ever. 2 more months to go and i can see my little precious! The precious little that belongs to only me and my beloved hub. =)

Today is a monday and i had those blues again. .i took MC, again. The doc gave me 2 days, but i think i'm going to work tmr. My mum and hub is not very happy cos of my laziness. *opps* I know my attendence is not very good, but i really dislike my job! It is boring to the MAX. No career opportunites. humph. Now i really look forward to my 2 months maternity leave!! haha!