>>> Granted!

Baby's finally going to get his bike!! After all my persuading and psycho-ing. We will soon have our own transportation! And next year our own house!! hooray!

I got my levis jeans!!! yeah! traded-in with my old 593. *heh* And bought a Guess wallet for $26!! cos i still have $50 TAKA voucher from .... i forgot. muahaha!! At least I'm THAT much closer to a Gucci wallet. I got the 1st 2 letters right!

I miss DaVeN baby.




>>> Character.

Wasn't patient during driving but my instructor was funny and all (car no. 14!), my progress was great. but somehow i feel moody. My instructor commented that i was being too "suspicious". Actually i can clear the parking w/o hitting the pole, but i was just too worried and suspected that my car might hit the pole, SO....end up I REALLY hit the pole.
My instructor was laughing. cos i was staring at the pole looking frightened, and started steering towards it.

Anyway, i feel abit edgy now. Frustrated. about everything. I've got so much things on my list, waiting for me to attend to. I miss my Daven.

Is it true that a leopard can Never change its spot?

We are not leopard wat. we don't have spots. i think a person can really change. for the better. i hope i can. bleah.


>>> Free Day!

Woohoo.. I took MC today!

I really got no mood to wake up for work this morning. Waking up to the scolding of my mum is quite irritating, so i decided heck it, lim bu going to sleep until i shiok. BUT not because of my mum la, it's because i haven't really got a chance to rest. Weekends spent hurrying to and fro between msia and spore. And wednesday blues. And my work is all so arid. I can finish my work with both eyes closed already.

It's been so long since I've skipped work and slack at home doing nothing. Just watching TV till i fell asleep, surfing the net, listening to my favourite songs. SHIOK to the MAX. *contented smile*

Later i'm having driving lessons again!! I like! It's fun to drive leh i feel, but my friend hates it, dunno why. Maybe my instructors are more handsome! haha. Hers is like old naggy uncle. My test date is on the 19th of Dec... so pray hard and cross all your fingers for me ok!

This sunday I will be meeting my poly friends!! I feel Exhilarated! I think we haven't met for like 4 months already.. Hope all will come.


>>> Depressed. . .

I'm depressed recently.

When i think about the past.

I tried to cheer myself but to no avail.

I still like to be free, to be playful, to have fun without worrying about anything.

Someone please find a rope and tie me up.

I miss All my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!


>>> Dun stress la..

Anybody got a job to intro?!?!


HAHA. So far after my graduation, i have been in 2 companies. One is damn small, the other one is a damn big MNC. But after i join, both businesses became bad. haha. I'm a jinx.

But my boss assured me today that even if there is a retrenchment, I won't be in the list. I hope so. *cross finger*


I went for my driving lessons today, instructor is damn boring. For the whole 100mins, he's just giving instructions. "turn left in front, go straight, turn right after traffic light, keep to the left, lane change, bypass the obstuction...........etc" stupid.



At few junctions, i purposely forget to check my blindspot, he dun even care! Idiot. All the rest of the instructors will teach patiently, and keep reminding me what i did wrong, what to do if this happens during the practical test..



Whatever, i just hope i dun ever see him again.



Our "princess" finally contacted me. haha. It's been so long since we've met. I guess all of us are busy with our own lifes. I felt quite bad that I can't accompany her when she broke up in a rls. I hope she's all well. I believe she will, she's a strong girl.



Donkey years ago when i broke off with that "moron", she spent like so so so much time comforting me. Those were the times that i will never forget. Days i spent crying at her house(thinking back i feel like an idiot, wasting my tears over nobody), going out together, sharing packs and packs of ciggys, slacking and waking up late, skipping lectures, studying together, mahjonging, taking our breakfast lunch dinner together, haha. Partners in crime.



I really wished we can do that someday together again!! but in my dreams i think. Firstly, i dun think i, myself can afford the time. weekends is a no no for me, cos i miss my baby boy so much, only weekends i can go back to msia and spend some time with him. weekdays i'm having driving lessons, and jogging. Jogging is very important now!! I'm trying to lose weight like hell now!!



I finally realised how lucky i am to have that body before. Looking back at the pictures, i was not fat AT ALL. I was wondering why i keep telling myself that i'm fat in the past.



Now that i've lost that figure, gain like 7 kgs post natal, i finally understood what is being FAT.



Lastly, i want to curse and swear away my PMS! *&%)*&()& off!



And Good night everybody, cheers to tomorrow, let us smile everyday. life's too short!