>>> Dun stress la..

Anybody got a job to intro?!?!


HAHA. So far after my graduation, i have been in 2 companies. One is damn small, the other one is a damn big MNC. But after i join, both businesses became bad. haha. I'm a jinx.

But my boss assured me today that even if there is a retrenchment, I won't be in the list. I hope so. *cross finger*


I went for my driving lessons today, instructor is damn boring. For the whole 100mins, he's just giving instructions. "turn left in front, go straight, turn right after traffic light, keep to the left, lane change, bypass the obstuction...........etc" stupid.



At few junctions, i purposely forget to check my blindspot, he dun even care! Idiot. All the rest of the instructors will teach patiently, and keep reminding me what i did wrong, what to do if this happens during the practical test..



Whatever, i just hope i dun ever see him again.



Our "princess" finally contacted me. haha. It's been so long since we've met. I guess all of us are busy with our own lifes. I felt quite bad that I can't accompany her when she broke up in a rls. I hope she's all well. I believe she will, she's a strong girl.



Donkey years ago when i broke off with that "moron", she spent like so so so much time comforting me. Those were the times that i will never forget. Days i spent crying at her house(thinking back i feel like an idiot, wasting my tears over nobody), going out together, sharing packs and packs of ciggys, slacking and waking up late, skipping lectures, studying together, mahjonging, taking our breakfast lunch dinner together, haha. Partners in crime.



I really wished we can do that someday together again!! but in my dreams i think. Firstly, i dun think i, myself can afford the time. weekends is a no no for me, cos i miss my baby boy so much, only weekends i can go back to msia and spend some time with him. weekdays i'm having driving lessons, and jogging. Jogging is very important now!! I'm trying to lose weight like hell now!!



I finally realised how lucky i am to have that body before. Looking back at the pictures, i was not fat AT ALL. I was wondering why i keep telling myself that i'm fat in the past.



Now that i've lost that figure, gain like 7 kgs post natal, i finally understood what is being FAT.



Lastly, i want to curse and swear away my PMS! *&%)*&()& off!



And Good night everybody, cheers to tomorrow, let us smile everyday. life's too short!