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This week has been quite bad. Not really bad but bad.

Firstly, my baby Daven is sick. Fever, Vomit, Cough, Flu. He is so thin rite now! I can't wait till tmr and drive all the way back by myself! Now that i've started driving, i'm beginning to realise, being a passenger is way better. -_-"

The second thing had made quite an impact on me. My company had a retrencment exercise yesterday.

NOPE I WAS NOT RETRENCHED! *heng ah*

After my company's DnD, 7 of us girls were getting closer. Lunching, Dining together, gosipping together, helping one another, laughing, shopping together, and sadly, tearing together YTD.

One of us, was retrenched. it was super sudden! The 13 other names were rumoured and spread like nobody's business for the past week. Only hers was unheard of. No one expected to be her and no one thought that finance department will kena arrow de. sadz.

When she called my ext. "Avril...today is my last day..." . I was like...shit, and then speechless. And fast worker as she always was, i received her mail 5 mins after her call.
"I'm not sad because of this job but because of you gals" OMG! Then we started tearing up together, but not in front of her. We don't wanna make her leaving sadly.
So, we went for our "last dinner" together after work. Haha. In any case, we made it a happy farewell dinner for her.

Anyways, no one wants this to happen. Damn the people who caused all this recession. This is not like some kind of natural disaster lo. I don't know what really caused this shit, but i know its cos of some smart arse in America screwed up.

Now that this retrenchment is getting worse, i'm starting to get worried. Last year during the 1st retrenchment, it didn't hit on me real. I just feel its some kind of special event, then carry on with my work, thinking how much is my bonus. Then the 2nd, 3rd, and ytd 4th time. Lesser and lesser colleagues around me now. Reality is hitting harder on me, yet? Super low morale at work.

Now i just feel fortunate that i still have my job. No bonus, no increment, its ok. Just hope next year will be better. Then pay me back double. haha.

Third thing, quarrelled with hub. To be a singaporean or not to be? Because his PR is sponsored by me, so if i change, then he will have to change as well, or he will need to re apply PR by himselves, that will be troublesome.

But for me, i'm already a singaporean from inside out, upside down. "Toh Bing" front back, side to side also singaporean. Not a single tinge of me is Malaysian, except for my passport and blue IC, and MY HUBBY.

So i'm intending to do up a proposal Singaporean vs. Malaysian for HUB to see, what BIG difference the 2 has.

PS: Today i received an email. A super detailed plan from Singapore govt., announcing all the different kind of aid singaporeans will receive during this bad times. On TV, I saw the shameful news of a malyasian politician nude photos going public. What contraversy!


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I totally enjoyed the game TABOO!! fun fun fun!!

Me and my siblings played for the whole night!!

What makes it so fun is that the guess words are all Singapore related! Like esplanade, zoe tay, mr kiasu, etc.. FUN.

I'm still cracking my hotmail password. Frustrated. I know i can just start a new account...but i'm just not willing to give up! GRrrrrrr.


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Damn frustrated...

Anybody knows how to crack password??!!??!! =( damn sad.